Thursday, June 25, 2009

My last day as a young person

Here I am enjoying my last day as a 3o something. A new decade rolls out in front of me full of new adventures and unexpected experiences. I feel weird. For the first time in my life I am not too excited about having a birthday. Lately I felt like the 40s were creeping up on me and they were making me feel them. Haven't been taking much care of myself and as a result I feel old. Not that I think that 40 is old, but it is older than 39 and it is a scary number. Too much stress this year, uni has been good but hard, didn't give time to do much else and despite liking it, it is quite a heavy burden to carry at this age. That is the other thing I have been thinking about as a prelude of my birthday...what have I accomplished? Is it enough for all the years I lived?

Mi ultimo dia de 39 anos. Una nueva decada se desenvuelve delante mio llena de aventuras y experiencias nuevas e inesperadas. Me siento un poco rara, porque por primera vez no estoy muy contenta de cumplir anos...ultimamente siento que los 40 se acercan y se estan haciendo sentir, que un dolor aqui, que otro alla. Ya se que no estuve cuidandome mucho ultimamente, con tanto trabajo y el estress de la facultad, no he tenido mucho tiempo para preocuparme de mi estado fisico (una excusa ya se) y eso me hace sentir vieja. No que piense que 40 es vieja pero es mas vieja que 39 y asusta un poco el numero. Me acuerdo cuando mi papa la cargaba a mi mama cuando iba a cumplir 40 y le decia "Mary, vas a cumplir coooooaaaaarenta", no parece que fue hace tanto! Pienso....cuales son mis logros? Son suficientes por todos los dias que vivi?
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3 comments:

vale said...

Sos hermosa sister! el logro es ser la persona hermosa que sos, llena de taaaaaaaaaaaaaaanto!
I love you.

Lo que si te reto en que te cuides, tenes que hacerte el tiempo, please.

Anonymous said...

Do not worry about time
we've created it
so we can worry about something,
So much to live for,
so much to LOVE.
You are as precious as your life is to anyone who loves you.
And we love you and we are older than you JA, JA!!!
Have a Happy 40's (and smile!!!)
M&H

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